As i stated in my last post ... everything starts from within! Well it did sure worked for me! I started a new job last november never quite enjoyed what i was doing ... as time passed by i became more and more frustrated and my personnality was shrinking at sight.... I wanted to quit when my boss told me that he was renewing my probation period on feruary 10th.. But i let my family and relatives influenceme( "do not leave there is a world crisis what if you dont't find another job!") by staying and sticking to a ridiculous job i was not enjoying at sall. I should have believe more in myself , my desire and only take into account what me myself and i wanted ! anyway... I stayed just to please and reassure other people but started to work on what i really wanted to do : leave that job!I started to talk around me how i felt about the job and how i knew my boss would not renew my contract and that i was looking for another job in a emvironment that would suits me better( a job that would not just be oriented in getting jobs done but that would also help develop the human relationship into account).
On the other hand i also visualized myself to be off on my birthday March 31 as i am going to turn 35.I couldn't just visualized myself working in my job environment on my birthday...
All in all today i went to work even if i didn'yt feel like going as if i was on a mission.... Did my regular thing all day long ... Only to have my boss calling me in his office to tell me that he was not renewing my contract!And i don't have to come back to work in the mornning if i did't feel like it.. i answered well tomorrow is my birthday so i think i am going to stay in and will come back on friday or monday to hand back whatver i have to He said " I am sorry".He was not but hearing those words coming from his mouth made me laugh in my mind!!! He just gave me one of the best birthday gift ever: freedom and also giving me a bonus!!! being off on my birthday!!!
I am now working on my next vision.... No i am not sharing with you guys but will keep you posted as things go.
Life is a bitch and then you die.... seeing life through someone else's eyes / life experience sometimes help you to apreciate Your own life...Sharing my life and thoughts with you I hope will help you appreciate what you have aka your life more fully because trust me your neighboors grass might appear to bre greener than yours ; some others won't even have grass growing in front of their house or might not even have A house.
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