So i just turned 35... had a blast on my birthday..... really had a good time ; my friend made sure i did... Thank you so much for that .....
Here is the thing though i do not feel like i am 35, first of i don't look like a 35years old and in my mind i feel much older and this is as i have mentioned in my previous posting because of what life has made me go through; not that it is a bad thing but more like at the present time i tend to be both acting like an immature person, especially towards the one i love and sometimes i am living the life of someone who is a the end of her life : i tend to be too cautious and too conscious of all the risks/ consequences of my actions.
Life has just started so why am soooooo conscious about my surrounding when i should at the pic of selfishness... I would like to be able to think of "me,myself,and I' and go for it... My a being an Aries should dictate that if you refer to Part I and II of Aries (older postings). Well i am not, i want to be happy and feel that people around me are happy as well... But funny enough i start with making people happy instead of making myself happy... Why????( to be continued)
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